Thursday, June 30, 2005

Reflections from Psalm 116

Ps 116: 15 Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints.

Gracious God, my loving Father-
O how I love You! When I cried out to You for mercy, You attentively bent down to listen to my soft voice. Because You heard me when I was staring death in the face and overcome by sorrow, my love for You has grown. You were gracious, righteous and compassionate. Hot tears trickled down my face. You gently wiped them away. Weary and wounded, You embraced me in Your loving arms, comforted me, and provided me with much needed rest. You showered me with blessing. Thank You, Father.

My loved one is precious in Your sight. In his life and death You were glorified because he was Your faithful servant. You have lovingly welcomed him home. He is with You in Paradise! I praise You God for the joy that fills my heart.

What can I give back to You for the blessings You poured out on me? I will gladly accept the bitter brew of affliction because it will improve my spiritual health. Drinking it, I will grow in faith. Then, I will partake from the cup of sweet salvation. Sipping from it, I will give thanks to You for Your goodness and faithfulness that follows bitterness. I will taste the luscious love You bestow upon Your children and I will share it with others. I will serve You all the days of my life by doing good and being kind. Father, You are so good and merciful to me, even in my despair. I praise You Lord for Your precious Son who offers me consolation and sweet salvation. Hallelujah! Amen.

If you cry out to God in your despair, He will hear You and answer from heaven. Praise God for your salvation! Worshipping Him with all your heart, mind, soul, and strength is a thankful response for what He has done.

We used this Scripture at dad’s memorial celebration.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

A Tribute to My Dad for the Glory of God

Following is the testimony my family shared at dad's memorial celebration on Tuesday evening 06/28/05:

Jon: A couple of years ago pap was almost in the same state he is in now. I remember coming in everyday to see pap. He was so sick it was hard to watch. Every night I’d come home and pray for pap during that stressful time. I always had hope that pap would make it through all right even when it didn’t look like he was going to make it. I believed that God would provide pap with a couple more years to live. God did provide pap with a couple more years and I’m so glad he did even if we just spent time watching tv and talking at pap and nanny’s house. Pap provided me with good memories. When I was five we went canoeing and I dropped my favorite rubber snake in the lake. Bird sighting was always fun with pap we’d always go down to the river to look for birds. Pap was a good grandfather. I will always remember him for the fun person he was. He is in a better place now and I loved him and I’m sure that everyone here today loved him too.

Me: Jesus said, "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." Five years ago, when Jon was just 10 years old, he prayed for his pap. He believed God would give his pap a couple more years. God faithfully answered the prayer of a child who believed and we have witnessed a miracle.

When dad was sick this time, we took shifts at his bedside. I typically took the evening shift. It came with the privilege of tucking dad in for the night. I would read him a Bible story, pray with him, pull up his blanket, kiss him good night, turn off the light and leave.

One night I asked dad if he had a favorite story or verse he wanted me to read. He did not. Then I asked if he had a favorite book. He replied 1 John. I opened my Bible and thumbed through 1 John looking for an appropriate Scripture to read him. God took me to 1 John 3.

How great is the love the Father has lavished on us that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! We are children of God!

I stopped reading and thanked dad for the love he lavished on us. Because of his love, loyalty, faithfulness, compassion, patience, and goodness it is easy for me to see God as a loving Father. I couldn’t have asked for a better dad.

We continued reading: This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our family … let us not love with words or tongue, but with actions and in truth.

Again, I stopped reading and thanked dad for all the sacrifices he made for us. Growing up he rarely said that he loved us, but he showed us how much he loved us by his actions:


  • He was a devoted father who loved us unconditionally – like our heavenly Father.
  • In our rebellion and selfishness, we caused him pain, but he demonstrated forgiveness.
  • He was slow to anger and abounding in love. He exhibited merciful patience, just like God, our Father.
  • He was steadfast and dependable. We knew he would come home at the end of the day and, we knew we could trust him to provide for us always. We lacked for nothing, just like the children of God.
  • He was our protector. There was always safety within our home.
  • He loved and cherished my mom, setting an example of biblical love and passing it on to us as a gift to enrich our marriages.
  • He trained us to do good, make the right choices, and always be honest.
  • He encouraged us to be wise and make the most of every opportunity.
  • He showed us that there was a time to work and a time to play, instilling a good work ethic in us.
  • Dad told us to laugh in spite of ourselves. There was always a twinkle in his eye and orneriness in his heart. As we sat on his deathbed, there was plenty of laughter! Sometimes we laughed at his confused state. One time when he asked why we were laughing, I asked him, "Would you rather we laugh with you or cry with you?" He smiled and said, "laugh!" He gave us the gift of laughter.
  • He unwrapped the gift of hospitality for me. At our home, there was always a party. At my home there is always a party! And, where there is a party, there is laughter and good, clean fun. I am certain there is a party going on in heaven, our Father’s house right now.

Dad did not love us with words, but in action and in truth.

Nic: My pap was generous. He always provided us with Coke, Twizzlers and bubble gum.

Craig: How great our Father’s love for us, and so was Jerry’s love. He loved unconditionally, accepting me in to the family, and never saying no, when I asked for his assistance. He was unselfish, as he lay dying; he said a prayer for everyone in the family. You had to love the man and his faith.


We concluded our reading with these words from 1 John: And this is God’s command: to believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ, and to love one another as he commanded us. Those who obey his commands will live in him, and he in them. And this is how we know that he lives in us. We know it by the Spirit he gave us.


I am sure dad is proud and at peace knowing that every one of his children and grandchildren, has chosen to follow in his footsteps and walk the pathway of righteousness by following Jesus. God has blessed our family because of dad’s faith and obedience. Heaven is the inheritance for God’s children. Dad has received his inheritance, and gone ahead of us to heaven, our Father’s house. We will be reunited there some day because friends are friends forever when the Lord’s the Lord of them.


If you want to be a forever friend, joining dad in heaven our Father’s house where there will be one big party with lots and lots of laughter, I encourage you to listen to God’s command and believe in the name of his Son, Jesus Christ. It’s as easy as praying the simple prayer we found in dad’s Bible: Lord, Jesus, I admit that I am weaker and more sinful than I ever before believed, but through you I am more loved and accepted than I ever dared hope. I thank you for paying my debt, bearing my punishment on the cross, and offering forgiveness and new life. Knowing that you have been raised from the dead, I turn from my sins and receive you as Savior and Lord. I am certain dad would want you to join him some day in heaven, our Father’s house.


As I stood there looking at my dear dad for one last time, the undertaker asked if I'd like to pull the blanket up. God blessed me with one final tuck in! I pulled the blanket up to his chin as I did so many nights, told him I loved him, and kissed him good-bye.

Monday, June 27, 2005

The Journey's Over

Jesus took my beloved dad's hand on Saturday morning and walked him into his heavenly home.

Rev. 7:9-17
9After this I saw a vast crowd, too great to count, from every nation and tribe and people and language, standing in front of the throne and before the Lamb. They were clothed in white and held palm branches in their hands. 10And they were shouting with a mighty shout, "Salvation comes from our God on the throne and from the Lamb!"

11And all the angels were standing around the throne and around the elders and the four living beings. And they fell face down before the throne and worshiped God. 12They said,

"Amen! Blessing and glory and wisdom
and thanksgiving and honor and power and strength
belong to our God forever and forever. Amen!"

13Then one of the twenty-four elders asked me, "Who are these who are clothed in white? Where do they come from?"

14And I said to him, "Sir, you are the one who knows."

Then he said to me, "These are the ones coming out of the great tribulation. They washed their robes in the blood of the Lamb and made them white. 15That is why they are standing in front of the throne of God, serving him day and night in his Temple. And he who sits on the throne will live among them and shelter them. 16They will never again be hungry or thirsty, and they will be fully protected from the scorching noontime heat. 17For the Lamb who stands in front of the throne will be their Shepherd. He will lead them to the springs of life-giving water. And God will wipe away all their tears." NLT

Holy God~
Salvation belongs to You and You alone. You sit on a radiant throne surrounded by glorious angels. Thank You for taking my loved one’s hand, eagerly opening the door to Your heavenly home and welcoming him with shouts of acclamation. I can only imagine the indescribable joy that filled his heart when he fell at Your nail-pierced feet in humble adoration, proclaiming, "My God how great thou art!"

Thank you for exchanging his sack of sickness for a pure white robe of righteousness washed by the blood of the Lamb. Safely delivered from his tribulations, he will live and serve You forever for the praise and glory of his beloved Jesus. What an honor and privilege, to serve you day and night!

I praise and exalt You for Your blessed relief. The pain is forever gone! His mouth will never be parched again. You will lead him to refreshing springs of living water. You are a tender loving Father. Please wipe away the tears from his eyes and fill his heart with cheer as he receives the long awaited rewards You promise.

I will miss him terribly and wish I could run away from the pain of grief, loss and sorrow. I am worn down, crushed in spirit, and broken hearted. Yet, I have never been closer to You. In the firm grip of Your grace, I have found sufficient comfort. I rejoice and celebrate that my love one is finally at home with You because of Jesus. Amen

Friday, June 24, 2005

Ps 92: 1-5

1 It is good to praise the LORD
and make music to your name, O Most High,
2 to proclaim your love in the morning
and your faithfulness at night,
3 to the music of the ten-stringed lyre
and the melody of the harp.
4 For you make me glad by your deeds, O LORD;
I sing for joy at the works of your hands.
5 How great are your works,
O LORD, how profound your thoughts!

High and Eternal God~
You are holy, holy, holy Lord God Almighty who was and is and is to come. Humbly and genuinely, I bow down to worship You in adoration. Before putting my feet on the floor in the morning I praise Your holy name and seek Your everlasting love. Before going to sleep at night, I remember Your faithfulness and goodness. In between, there’s a song in my heart for You because You are merciful and gracious to me.


I delight in worshipping You, not only on the Sabbath, but every day because You give me more than I deserve. I ought to have a hot seat in hell, but You have provided deluxe accommodations for me in heaven. I am not worthy to be in Your presence, yet You kindly speak to me and lavish me with love, comfort, and peace. When I come just as I am to worship You, You minister to my heart and bless me. You change me from the inside out.

In Your presence I am awestruck by the work of Your hands. A stream of tears trickles down my face as I marvel at Your saving grace! I gaze into Your eyes in wonder of Your beauty and majesty. There is none like You! Your perfect power, love and purity leaves me speechless. You are worthy of all my worship! You are worthy of all my praise! You are worthy O Lord, to receive glory, and honor and power because of Jesus. Amen.

You will find the treasure of worship when you intentionally focus on God, seek the Spirit’s power, and pursue truth. Ask for nothing but to see His face, and His face you will see! Slow down and prepare your heart for worship this Sunday.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Isa 43: 1-5

1But now, O Israel, the LORD who created you says: "Do not be afraid, for I have ransomed you. I have called you by name; you are mine. 2When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown! When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you. 3For I am the LORD, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior... you are precious to me. You are honored, and I love you. “

5”Do not be afraid, for I am with you.” NLT

Father God-
Thank You for Your precious promises! I am claiming them one by one:

  • You have paid a high price for my freedom
  • You have called me by name
  • I belong to You
  • You will be with me through all kinds of trials, troubles and tragedies
  • You are my Savior
  • I am precious to You
  • I am privileged
  • You love me

As I flow through the river of difficulty, Your promises will be my life preserver. Securely fastened to You, I will not be afraid. Clinging to You, I will not drown. I believe You will safely carry me through turbulence because I am Your beloved child. Amen.

Claim God’s promises one by one for yourself.

Thanks to the dear friend who sent this Scripture to encourage my heart. It was a blessing!

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Ps 27: 4-5

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Ps 27: 4-5
4 One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.

5 For in the day of trouble
he will keep me safe in his dwelling;
he will hide me in the shelter of his tabernacle
and set me high upon a rock.

Lord,
There is one thing I ask: that I may live in Your holy house all the days of my life and gaze upon Your beauty. I will seek You in the temple of my heart. In Your glorious presence, I will be safe from trials, tragedy and trouble. Your power and promises will divinely protect me. Securely perched high on a rock, I will offer You a sacrifice of praise.


When I seek Your face at the throne of grace, and look into Your beautiful eyes, You mercifully hear my voice and answer me. You are tenderhearted. When my earthly friends and family cannot help me, You are there. It’s Your divine guidance I seek. As I look to You Lord, I see Your goodness in all my circumstances. In Your gracious presence I can be still and wait with a calm and quiet heart. You are my strength. I give You my heavy load and You willingly carry it. Eternal life is my hope, peace and joy. It keeps me from fainting under tragedy. I desire nothing more than to live in Your presence all the days of my life. You are my Father and I simply want to live in Your blessing where You will be glorified all the days of my life because of Jesus. Amen.

If you are facing trial, tragedy or trouble, gaze into the beautiful eyes of your loving Father. Talk to Him and He will hear You. In His presence You will be blessed.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

John 9: 1-3

1As he went along, he saw a man blind from birth. 2His disciples asked him, "Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?"
3"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life."

Holy God~
You are a loving Father. You are also a holy and righteous judge. I am a stubborn sinner who deserves nothing short of a death sentence. Because You are merciful and kind, my sins have been absolved. Hallelujah! I am forgiven. All of my sins have been erased from Your memory! I am free! At the cross, through the death of Your son, I am acquitted. That is something to celebrate! I am glad that I am not held accountable for my parent’s sins either. I praise You God for Your amazing grace!


This sickness and suffering has happened so that Your work might be displayed in my life. My affliction is an opportunity for You to be glorified. Use it as a platform to display Your power and grace to a watching world. No matter how tired, hurt, sick, frustrated, or busy I am, please help me to keep on smiling and respond with patience and kindness so that those around me will sit up and notice Jesus in me. No matter how lousy I feel, give me a cheerful heart and a desire to continue serving others in love. Let my heartache be a lustrous showcase to display the precious jewels of Your character that are reflected in me. Please dear Lord, let me sparkle through the sadness, so that others will see the joy of my salvation and be blessed for Your name sake. Amen.

Celebrate that your sins are completely forgiven at the foot of the cross! Thank God for the challenges you face because they are opportunities for him to showcase his masterpiece.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Prayer Pal Interruption

We are upgrading my computer and I do not have access to my files or complete database. Things are stable with my dad ... many decisions to make this week, but as long as God gives me the words to write and the time to write them, the Prayer Pal will be back when the computer is restored. 
 
Blessings!
 

Friday, June 17, 2005

Ps 30: 11-12

11 You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
12 that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever.

I exalt You, O Lord. You lifted me out of the depths of despair. I called to You for help and You healed my loved one. You brought him up from the grave and spared him from death. You were merciful to me! How can I ever thank You for pouring out Your favor on my family? By claiming Your promises and relying on Your power and faithfulness I have seen Your awesome glory! You turned my wailing into dancing! You removed my sad sack cloth and clothed me in the joy of Your salvation. My heart cannot remain silent! I will sing of Your love forever! I will tell of Your wonderful work and marvelous mercy. To You be the glory forever and ever! Amen.

If you focus on Jesus and the joy of your salvation, He will turn your wailing into dancing too.
My dad has stabilized. It is a miracle that he survived through the night on June 08. This is the second medical miracle God has given him. He is still very sick. We do not know for sure that he has terminal cancer, but the doctors are assuming it. He is too weak to endure tests to confirm it, and would be too frail to undergo any kind of treatment. My family was blessed to have five years with him beyond what the doctors expected. We don't know what the future holds. We hope he will be completely restored. If not, our hope is in our salvation. I am thankful for the gift of his life, and the love he has lavished on our family. It is a privilege to be known as his beloved daughter. Thanks for sharing my pain.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

John 11: 32-35

32When Mary reached the place where Jesus was and saw him, she fell at his feet …
33When Jesus saw her weeping, and the Jews who had come along with her also weeping, he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled… 35Jesus wept.

O My Sweet Compassionate Jesus-
Your love is extravagant. When I fall at Your feet in distress You too are distressed. You understand my heavy heart and identify with my sad soul. You weep with me! My tears are precious to You. You record every one of them, like priceless treasures. They will never be forgotten. Thank You for loving me enough to sympathize with me. I am clinging to Your love and mercy because You are all I need. Amen.

Do you need to fall at Jesus’ feet and have a good cry? Go ahead. He will cry with you.
Isa 63:9
Heb 4:15

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

John 11: 17-27

17On his arrival, Jesus found that Lazarus had already been in the tomb for four days. 18Bethany was less than two miles from Jerusalem, 19and many Jews had come to Martha and Mary to comfort them in the loss of their brother. 20When Martha heard that Jesus was coming, she went out to meet him, but Mary stayed at home.

21"Lord," Martha said to Jesus, "if you had been here, my brother would not have died. 22But I know that even now God will give you whatever you ask."

23Jesus said to her, "Your brother will rise again."

24Martha answered, "I know he will rise again in the resurrection at the last day."

25Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; 26and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?"

27"Yes, Lord," she told him, "I believe that you are the Christ, the Son of God, who was to come into the world."

My beloved Jesus~
I believe that You are the Son of God. Thank you for hearing my plea and coming to my house where You are loved, revered, and blessed. You did not come immediately, but I’m glad You came when You did. Through faith, hope and prayer I ran to You, like Martha. Falling at Your feet, I claimed Your promises:

  • You would not leave me or forsake me.
  • Although I was walking through the frightening valley of death, You were with me. I had nothing to fear. I believed that You would safely take my loved one to Your Father’s house, and comfort me along the way.


You were present in the midst of my grief. In Your presence, my sadness melted. A ray of hope pierced through the darkness. I knew beyond a shadow of doubt that my loved one would live, even if he died. Because of You, he would never die. Hallelujah!


When I was helpless, hopeless and heartbroken, I believed Your promises. You turned my focus from sickness and sadness to splendid salvation. I praise You!


Thank You for using disease, death and despair to develop my faith. I BELIEVE because I have seen You. I have felt the touch of Your power and glory! I will never be the same again! Truly, You are Christ, the Son of God. Amen.

When you face difficult circumstances do you wallow in self-pity like Mary, or do you run to Jesus, like Martha? There is an appropriate time to sit at the feet of Jesus as Mary had done earlier, and a time to run to him and cast your cares at his feet. He will meet you there! Run!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

John 11:1-6

1Now a man named Lazarus was sick. He was from Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha. 2This Mary, whose brother Lazarus now lay sick, was the same one who poured perfume on the Lord and wiped his feet with her hair. 3So the sisters sent word to Jesus, "Lord, the one you love is sick."

4When he heard this, Jesus said, "This sickness will not end in death. No, it is for God's glory so that God's Son may be glorified through it." 5Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.

6Yet when he heard that Lazarus was sick, he stayed where he was two more days.

My Beloved Jesus- Thank You for loving my family as much as You loved Mary, Martha and Lazarus. Hopeless and helpless, I plead with You, "Please do something! The one we love is sick! Help us! Make our loved one well."

Tenderly, You assure me this sickness will not end in death. I believe You! Good will come out of our bad situation. You've already been glorified. As I trust in You alone, I am able to soar like an eagle through the storm. Your power and grace are sufficient to meet my need.

Help me to focus on the big picture of what You are doing in my life through disease, death and despair. The goal is not for my loved one to be healed, healthy or happy, but to be satisfied only when You are glorified. Please bless me as I wait patiently in Your presence. Your timing is perfect. Use this experience to increase my faith. Keep Your strong hand on me. After the storm, the sun will shine through to warm my heart with radiant love. Hear my prayer in Jesus name. Amen.

Who do you know that is sick - physically or spiritually? Go to the Lord on their behalf. Then, open your spiritual eyes and wait for His glorious blessing. If your loved one is a follower of Jesus, it will not end in death, but everlasting life. Praise God!

Monday, June 13, 2005

Jer. 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."

Matt 26: 42 Jesus prayed, " My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may Your will be done."

My Father in Heaven-
Holy is Your name. I come to You today with a heavy heart for my loved ones who are sick and suffering. I am hopeless, helpless, and heartbroken. If there is no other way and my loved ones must suffer, may Your will be done.


You have a predetermined plan for us. It is Your desire to prosper us with spiritual blessing and an enormous heavenly inheritance. It will delight You to crown us heir to Your royal throne. You have a glorious room prepared for each one of us in Paradise where there will be no more tears or pain. There, we will dance with the celestial angels and sing holy is the Lamb. We will worship and adore You forever. Knowing the riches that await us, does not make it any easier to let our loved ones go. It is hard to pack up the dreams You’ve planted in the fertile soil of our hearts. I cannot believe the hopes You’ve granted mean a chapter in my life is through.

Lord, please permanently glue vibrant, living color memories in the photo gallery of my heart and mind. Though it’s hard to let go and surrender the ones I love into Your gentle loving hands, I have complete assurance that we will meet again someday in the Holy City. I am glad that friends are friends forever when You’re the Lord of them. Disease, death, and distance cannot permanently separate us.

With the faith and love that spring from my heavenly hope, I will live in the joy of our salvation. Please dear Lord, give me joy and peace today as I release the cup of my loved ones to You. Give me the power to trust You with all of my heart and lean not on my own understanding. With my eyes of faith focused on You, my tragedy will turn into victory. I will see beyond my Calvary and I will be complete in You.

May Your will be done and Your glorious plan complete in the name of Jesus. Amen

There is safety in the center of God’s will. He will comfort and protect us. He will flood us with peace in His presence. Although bad things happen, I am confident they are for my good and His glory. The following song by Michael W. Smith gave me hope when my dad was diagnosed with terminal cancer five years ago. It inspired me to write this Prayer Pal for him, and the Zook family. Is there someone you need to release to the ever-loving hands of the Father?

Packing up the dreams God planted
In the fertile soil of you
Can’t believe the hopes he’s granted
Means a chapter in your life is through
But we’ll keep you close as always
It won’t even seem
You’ve gone’cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Chorus:
And friends are friends forever
If the lord’s the lord of them
And a friend will not say never’cause the welcome will not end
Though it’s hard to let you go
In the father’s hands we know
That a lifetime’s not too long to live as friends.

With the faith and love god’s given
Springing from the hope we know
We will pray the joy you’ll live in
Is the strength that now you show
But we’ll keep you close as always
It won’t even seem you’ve gone’cause our hearts in big and small ways
Will keep the love that keeps us strong

Friday, June 10, 2005

Ps 23: 4

God inspired me to write this Prayer Pal as I sat quietly with Him, at my dad’s bedside vigil on Thursday morning, 06/09/05.

Psalm 23: 4
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me.

God of Life~
My Good Shepherd~
I am trusting You to guide us through the frightening valley of death. We are completely helpless and totally dependent on Your provision, guidance, and protection. We cannot see beyond the dark valley. We know You are with us and will bring us safely to the other side, to the Holy City where Your glory shines brilliantly, like a very precious jewel, clear as crystal. We know there will be no darkness there, just radiant light. As You lead us, please comfort us until we reach our final destination. There we will leave our loved one to live in Your splendid house, in the Golden City forever because of Jesus. Amen.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

2 Cor. 5: 6-11

Dear Friends-
I don't often share what is going on in my personal life, though many of my prayers reflect what is happening. As I type this Prayer Pal, my dad is dying. God laid these words on my heart this morning to comfort me. Many of the prayers that I've shared with you over the past months, have been my journey. Writing is a therapeutic way for me to express myself in good times and bad. The Prayer Pal service may be interrupted in the coming days and weeks until this is resolved. I will share as God makes a way.

2 Cor. 5: 5-11Therefore, we are always confident and know that as long as we are at home in the body we are away from the Lord. We live by faith and not by sight ... so make it our goal to please him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad.

Heavenly Father-
Your Word whets my appetite and gives me a taste of what's ahead. Thank You for putting a little heaven in my heart. You are so good to me! Dreaming of what's to come puts a smile on my face. I will trade this cramped shack for a spacious mansion; my filthy rags for a robe of righteousness; my sorrows for joy; tears for laughter; my crown of shame for a crown of forgiveness; my sickness for wellness. This vision is the hope that keeps me going. Though I cannot see it with my eyes, I can see it with my heart. I believe You because You are faithful and true. Therefore, I will keep a smile on my face and a song in my heart as I cheerfully love and serve others. Despite my current condition, I am anticipating the fabulous rewards that await me when I face You. I long to hear You say, "Well done my child." Until you call me home, please just give me a fuller vision of Your glory. Amen.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Ps 39:4-5

4'O Lord, let me know my end and how many days I have to live. Let me know that I do not have long to stay here. 5You have made each of my days as long as a hand is wide. My whole life is nothing in Your eyes. Every man at his best is only a breath. NLV

Heavenly Father~
Creator of all living things~
Thank You for the fabulous, fragile gift of life. I will cherish every day as a precious present from You, my loving Father. Forgive me for tossing miracle moments aside to worry about insignificant incidences. I spend more time securing my life on earth, than I do thinking about where I will spend eternity. Life is short! I do not have long to stay here. Enlighten my mind to Your Holy Spirit and fill my heart with more grace so that I will ready when You call me or my loved ones home. This is the day that You have made. I will rejoice and be glad in it. I will live in the blessing of each moment by joyfully loving and serving others because today could be my last chance. Please just give me more of Jesus to focus on the most important matters today for Your namesake. Amen.

If you were told you had three months left to spend with your loved one, what would you do? Do it today! It could be your last chance.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

Matthew 15: 21-28

21Leaving that place, Jesus withdrew to the region of Tyre and Sidon. 22A Canaanite woman from that vicinity came to him, crying out, "Lord, Son of David, have mercy on me! My daughter is suffering terribly from demon-possession."

23Jesus did not answer a word. So his disciples came to him and urged him, "Send her away, for she keeps crying out after us."

24He answered, "I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel."

25The woman came and knelt before him. "Lord, help me!" she said.

26He replied, "It is not right to take the children's bread and toss it to their dogs."

27"Yes, Lord," she said, "but even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their masters' table."
28Then Jesus answered, "Woman, you have great faith! Your request is granted." And her daughter was healed from that very hour.

Jesus,
In Your presence You never fail to teach me! Today You taught me how to keep my family from destruction. It’s not enough for me to be there for my children. They need more than my friendship. My listening ear and open line of communication will not save them. These things are important, but unless they are on-fire for You, and in love with You with wholehearted devotion, they are drifting spiritually and in danger of suffering terrible demon possession. A lukewarm spirit can lull them into evil and temptation. You have shown me that Satan wants to rob my family of their genuine, fervent faith.


Like this woman, I must persistently seek You for my children. You may test the tenacity of my faith by not responding to me or rebuffing me with harsh words. Like the woman, I will not go away until You hear they cry of my heart and give me what I need for my family! Please give me more Holy Spirit power to remain steadfast and determined in my pursuit for more of Jesus for my children. I will not settle for crumbs! I want the fill of Your grace and mercy for them. I am boldly approaching the throne of grace with confidence to present their desperate needs to You. I may not see them get right with You, but with Your power I will erect roadblocks and obstacles to stop their race to hell. On my knees, I will pray down conviction on them and pray up protective hedges around them. Please send godly role models into their lives.

If not me, then who will pray for my children? I cannot resign them to fate. I must sweat and labor in intercession for their souls. Whatever it takes Lord, I am going to do battle for them with the swift sword of Your Word and the power of prayer until one of us goes home to be with You. God, please save my children in the name of Jesus! Amen

Do you diligently seek Jesus for Your family – children, grandchildren, saved and unsaved relatives? If not you, then who will seek Jesus to heal and save them from destruction?
Moms, I would encourage you to consider joining a Mom’s In Touch group in your neighborhood. www.momsintouch.org

Monday, June 06, 2005

Luke 24: 13-32

That same day two of them were walking to the village Emmaus, about seven miles out of Jerusalem. 14They were deep in conversation, going over all these things that had happened. 15In the middle of their talk and questions, Jesus came up and walked along with them. 16But they were not able to recognize who he was.

17He asked, "What's this you're discussing so intently as you walk along?" They just stood there, long-faced, like they had lost their best friend. 18Then one of them, his name was Cleopas, said, "Are you the only one in Jerusalem who hasn't heard what's happened during the last few days?"

19He said, "What has happened?" They said, "The things that happened to Jesus the Nazarene. He was a man of God, a prophet, dynamic in work and word, blessed by both God and all the people. 20Then our high priests and leaders betrayed him, got him sentenced to death, and crucified him. 21And we had our hopes up that he was the One, the One about to deliver Israel. And it is now the third day since it happened. 22But now some of our women have completely confused us. Early this morning they were at the tomb 23and couldn't find his body. They came back with the story that they had seen a vision of angels who said he was alive. 24Some of our friends went off to the tomb to check and found it empty just as the women said, but they didn't see Jesus."

25Then he said to them, "So thick-headed! So slow-hearted! Why can't you simply believe all that the prophets said? 26Don't you see that these things had to happen, that the Messiah had to suffer and only then enter into his glory?" 27Then he started at the beginning, with the Books of Moses, and went on through all the Prophets, pointing out everything in the Scriptures that referred to him.

28They came to the edge of the village where they were headed. He acted as if he were going on 29but they pressed him: "Stay and have supper with us. It's nearly evening; the day is done." So he went in with them. 30And here is what happened: He sat down at the table with them. Taking the bread, he blessed and broke and gave it to them. 31At that moment, open-eyed, wide-eyed, they recognized him. And then he disappeared.

32Back and forth they talked. "Didn't we feel on fire as he conversed with us on the road, as he opened up the Scriptures for us?"MSG

Jesus-
O how wonderful you are! You walk with me and talk with me every day. How often do I fail to recognize You in my circumstances? Heartbroken and feeling abandoned tears flow down my face as I discuss my situation with friends. I must look ridiculous when I am wallowing in self-pity while You are right beside me! Open the eyes of my heart Lord, so that I can vividly see You in my midst.


Please dear Lord, when I am down in the dumps and crying the blues give me Your lantern and compass. Give me Your map. Help me to find the way to the sacred mountain, to Your presence. There, I will enter the place of worship and SEE my exuberant and magnificent God right in the middle of my hopeless situation! I will gaze into Your eyes and praise Your holy name. You will turn my frown into a smile.

Every day You talk to me like a friend through prayer and Bible study. You set my heart on fire. There’s nothing more thrilling than Your voice. It stirs up warmth in the hollow of my heart. Help me to BELIEVE You when You speak to me. Help me to live in absolute expectancy, trusting You to do what You say You will do. Lord, You have captivated my heart! Please ignite others with the flame of this Holy Spirit wild fire burning within me. I want more than the blessing of my daily bread! I want ALL of YOU, JESUS! Amen.

Do you see Jesus in the middle of your hopeless situation?

Friday, June 03, 2005

Lamentations 3: 20-23

20 …my soul is downcast within me.
21 Yet this I call to mind and therefore I have hope:
22 Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail.
23 They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

Jesus-
You are Lord! I give You praise! Maker of the heavens, You are Lord. Ruler of all nations, I lift my voice to worship You. You are Lord! Healer and Messiah, Wonderful Redeemer. I crown You King of kings and Lord of lords. I worship and adore You. I lay my life before You. You are Lord! Here I am to worship You, Lord. Thank You for Your great love and faithfulness! You never fail to show me compassion and mercy. I am simply in awe of You!


You know my broken heart and sad state; my soul is downcast within me. Yet, sickness, suffering and sorrow do not consume me because You are Lord! Unchanging and steadfast. Great is Your faithfulness! Morning by morning new mercies I see. When I come into Your presence You cheer me and turn my tears to laughter. You give me hope and peace. Thank You Lord, for the strength You give me today and the bright hope for tomorrow. Countless blessings are mine! I worship and adore You because You are Lord, Healer, Messiah, Wonderful Redeemer, Prince of Peace and Lord of lords. Thank You God for Your amazing love! Amen.

If your soul is downcast and your heart is heavy, call to mind the Lord’s great love and compassion! Prepare your heart to worship Him this weekend by thanking Him for his great faithfulness.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Proverbs 15: 13

A cheerful heart brings a smile to your face; a sad heart makes it hard to get through the day. MSG

Proverbs 17: 22A cheerful heart is good medicine, but a broken spirit saps a person's strength. NLT

Father in Heaven-
I praise You for Your incredible ancient wisdom.
A casual glance at the world, with its wars, hatred, violence and evil makes me sad. Every day I see and hear horrible accounts of hurting people who hurt others. It grieves me that so many people in my community are living in darkness. Yet, in the midst of sin and suffering, there are stories and images that provoke a chuckle and a smile, leading me to believe that You have a twinkle in Your eye and a keen sense of humor.

I praise You for the incredible gifts of laughter and cheer. A merry heart is a means by which You bring healing and wholeness to that which would otherwise be dried up and without beauty or vitality. You know I need a good dose of cheer in these dark days to bring a smile to my face. A spoon full of sugar helps the medicine go down to cure my crushed spirit and broken heart.
Please dear Lord, help me to unwrap the joy of my salvation. I do not have to live in the pit of despair. When You sent Your Son to die for me, my glum days turned to glad days. With my heart, soul and mind focused on the future, I will always be ready to greet others with a warm welcome and word of encouragement. Please give me an enthusiastic spirit to accomplish the things You need done in this world. Make me a bubbling fountain of laughter where people can come, drink and be healed for Your namesake. Amen.


Who can you offer a spoonful of sugar today?

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Ecc 3: 4

There is a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance,

Eph 5: 4Obscene stories, foolish talk, and coarse jokes--these are not for you…6for the terrible anger of God comes upon all those who disobey him. 7Don't participate in the things these people do … 9produce only what is good and right and true. 10Try to find out what is pleasing to the Lord.

Phi 4: 8And now, dear brothers and sisters, … Fix your thoughts on what is true and honorable and right. Think about things that are pure and lovely and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise.

Loving Father-
Thank you for clearly posting the rules for Your house. Because I love and respect You and my siblings, I will strive to live obediently.


In Your home, there is a time to laugh and a time to cry; a time to mourn and a time to dance. It is not always a party. Help me to discern when to be happy and when to be sad. Teach me when to speak joyful words of encouragement to lighten a heavy heart. Show me when the pain is too deep for words, and I need to sit silently through the suffering. Give me grace to be jovial and gentle at the appropriate time.

In Your home there will be no tolerance for obscene stories, foolish talk or coarse jokes. It is clear when I step out of bounds You will punish me. Your discipline is never fun! Therefore, I will fill my mind with good clean laughter by telling stories that are pleasing to You. My jokes will be pure and wholesome. I will laugh at things that are good, right and true. Things that are lovely and admirable will put a smile on my face, and a song in my heart. Only praiseworthy words of excellence that delight You will amuse me. People will know that I belong to Your family when I cheerfully follow the rules of Your house. They are for the benefit of everyone who lives here because of Jesus. Amen

Can people recognize that you are from the family of God by the things that make you laugh?